Mood: Tired
Msn: No one
Music: Claude Kelly - I Hate Love


I just woke up and I'm feeling so I tired, I need to shower and eat and do all my homework. It just seems like I don't have enough time, freaken hell meaning I have to sleep late again tonight. I just want to sleep early for once, I'm just feeling so dead and tired. I'm running out of time and I have a lot of things to do. Tomorrow's Tuesday, yay. I just can't wait till it's the end of the week, I just want to sleep in so badly, I'm so worn out from everyday. Ahhh there's just so much to do in so little time you know like for fuck sakes. And Omg I have to do my science assignment too and freaken gg, blehh there's so much too do. I'm starving to death right now and I really wanna eat. Okaye I'm gonna go shower now then eat and do some maths homework and then continue on my PE assignment. The End. (L) :D

Mood: I don't know
Msn: No one
Music: Claude Kelly - I Hate Love


"I hate goodbyes, I hate these tears in my eyes. I hate myself for the way I feel about you everytime. I've had enough, I'm sick of wishing it was around me every day, every night. Its way too much, I hate love." The song is so true, it's like who doesn't hate love, well except those happy people. I like rnb, they have such meaningful songs. From Hell: The Jack The Ripper Story is on and it's quite scary. This maniac just goes around killing all these girls and doing something to their vagina or something I don't know like it doens't show. I have nothing better to do at the moment so I might as well go shower soon. Going Warrick with mum tomorrow and like farrr out I don't want to go with her, I rather just go myself my gosh and it's not like I'd get lost or anything, she's more likely to get lost than me. It's just that I really need my textiles shit since I'm a textiles freak, I'm sacrifice and do anything for textiles. Hmm I should really go shower soon like it's 12:53AM now, it's so cold and I'm just wearing a singlet, freaken nuts. Okayes gonna go showers. The End. (L) :D

Mood: Alright
Msn: Evan Lam, Kevin Hua and Vivian Lau
Music: None


Well today was like probably the best day of my life, Rofl BECAUSE I GOT TO SEE JESSICA MAUBOY. :D It was so sad really coz like me and Cindy Phan heard that she was coming so like we sat on the edge just to see her, when she came walking down she rejected me and gave Cindy a massive hand shake then when she walked back she rejected me again and gave Elena this hand shake thing. It's like omg, so close yet so far.. LoL omg she's so pretty and skinny now. She was so awesome and her voice is like ngaww. :D She sang Been waiting then Because and last but not least, Running Back. LoL omg man experience of a life time, even though she rejected me twice. I'm just so stunned that I got to meet such a wonderful person like her, I really do take all these experiences to heart. Like things like these happen once in a life time you know and it just really inspires you to reach for your goal, especially how shes categorized into the creative category which is my specialty. I just don't know what life would be without creativity, creativity is life, my passion, my dream. Okaye exaggerating a bit there LoL. Well today in periods one and two me, Cindy Huynh, Lucinda, Vivian, Jenny, Bruce, Evan the captain, Chloe, some guy and this girl and this Douglas guy were cleaning up the bus shed and we got tables and chairs and shit to decorate it for umm some morning tea thing. The balloons were a piss off, it was so scary like they just kept popping out of no where. Umm after that it was recess and we got an extended recess for some reason. After that we had assembly and I totally forgot what happened. I didn't help out to clean up the bus shed just to go textiles and yay so happy that I finally finished my pockets at last. After lunch was the Jessica Mauboy concert and it was like so cool even though it was only for like one period it's still cool. Blehh omg talking to Vivian is making me a little emotional right now so I'll just leave it at that. The End. (L) :D

Mood: Don't know
Msn: Not signed in
Music: None


It's 3:17AM at the moment and I'm bored, I have nothing to say. The End. (L) :D

Mood: Frustrated
Msn: No one
Music: None


Right now I'm so frustrated, for my english essay I don't know whether we're meant to write only about Lord Of The Flies or Lord Of The Flies and Whale Rider. It's pissing me off, I don't know what to do and the essay is due tomorrow. Ahhh freaken gg. It's been like how many minutes now and like I can't even start, I can't start infact untill I know if we're writing about both so I can actually put up a title. This is frustrating me so much, I'm stressing over homework. It's like farrrr out what am I meant to do. I'm so hungry right now because I woke up not too long ago, probably about an hour ago but anyways yeah, I'm hungry, very hungry. Aww what am I gonna do, well I'm glad I finished my maths homework. Straight after school I went and did it like a good girl Rofl then near the end sort of fell asleep and then when I woke up finished off the last two questions and yeah now I only have my english essay left. Blehh I didn't hand in my yellow YWCA workshop Y-ISE UP note today because I totally forgot and didn't even know that it was actually tomorrow so now I have to find Walton and give it in tomorrow. I'm so lazy, I can't even be bothered to look for her but yeah I know I'll panic if I don't so I must. LoL I tend to panic at things like these, I don't know why but I just do. Jeeeze what am I gonna do, I'm still worring about my english essay it's like I have to at least write more than a page worth of writing or I'm gonna be gg like probably at least four pages long? Omg why does life have to be so complicated for like seriously. This sucks. I really wanna go eat, well yeah maybe its wise that I actually do then get some engery to do my essay LoL. AHHAH I'm exagerating, making it sound like I'm running a marathon or something Rofl. I'm so tired, my back hurts. I really need to sleep earlier, I keep falling asleep in school and its really uncomfortable. Doomed, doomed, doomed, I'm so so so so so doomed. Stupid essay and I also have a book report to write too long freaken hell I don't even read like really I don't even find time to sleep and eat, how do you except me to do all this? How am I gonna balance all this out? Freaken life sucks shit. I'm craving for ice cream right now, LoL I have so much today. Stupid period cramps it keeps coming and going and its really annoying, I had it throughout Pcyc and now I have it again. I'm just so hungry so I might as well go downstairs and get some food. Refill my stomache before I go off to do my english essay which I totally do not know what I'm meant to write about. It'll be so much easy if only I wrote down everything from the board. Why do I have to have Shaffi for like there's just too much work to do. I'm completely exhausted after every single day and I don't know how I'm gonna pick up the paste like this. I'm just so tired, I'm human for godsakes. Okaye I'm gonna go eat now, I'm starving. The End. (L) :D

Mood: Tired
Msn: Appearing offline
Music: The Voicebanger - I Love You


I've been having period cramps all day and it's so annoying, never had such period pain before like it usually doesn't hurt this much. Well it was the first day in my new maths class 10MAD4 and yeah apparently he moved down from that class which I'm happy because his not in it anymore. Yet omg the teacher is so fob and like he teaches everything the long way. He writes so much and so fast too farrrr out and homework jeeeeze LoL I really can't be bothered you know. I'm just so tired right now, I slept straight after school all the way till like 8 something and layed there till about 9 something and yeah. I'm just so exhausted from my day. Found out I got 23.5 for my science test, WOOOH I beat Karly by half a mark LoL how awesome is that. The End. (L) :D

Mood: Bored
Msn: Karly Diec and Kevin Hua
Music: Stevie Hoang - Addicted


So today I got woken up by my mum just because she wanted to use my Msn on my computer. It was so annoying because she was so loud and she kept annoying me throughout the whole thing. I couldn't go back to sleep afterward it was like driving me crazy so I just got my ipod from under my pillow and turned it to full blast. LoL Merlin is on at the moment and yeah. Pretty boring today didn't do anything. The others didn't call me up or text me to tell me what time to go to watch Transformers so I ended up not going. - Sighs - there's school tomorrow and the second period is maths, I don't want to freaken go maths and it's a pretty obvious reason why. I don't know what to do like seriously, I can't stand to be in that class. I'm sort of scared, I don't know why because there's nothing to be afraid of but really I hate that class. I got my periods today, how stressing. I'm so stressed out. I still got my back pain and my neck pain and it hurts so much just sitting up right. Ahh this all sucks shit, freaken hell. I like reading FML because it makes me feel better about myself, it makes me realize how more fucked up their life is than mine. FML is the best. Oh yeah HAHAHA, I recovered my BlogSpot today and yeah Lmao because people are saying that BlogDrive is cheap. Well BlogDrive isnt, just that I prefer it more. It's like simple and clean, not so open ranged and like what you call it? It's not over done or anything. I love Sunday nights, today there is Simpsons, Merlin, Master Chef, Rove, Biggest Loser and also Harper's Island. What a night of television. Quite sadly I'm just so not looking forward to tomorrow. Just the thought of school has reuined my mood, it sucks shit. The End. (L) :D

Mood: I don't know really..
Msn: Kevin Hua and Vivian Lau
Music: Jared Lee - Away


I don't know what to say really like half of me kind of feels sad and the other half just feels a bit blank. My mind's sort of blank right now, I can't even think properly. Well I did my science SRC today, finally did my Booklet A. I feel much better today than yesterday. Blehh I've been thinking a lot lately, maybe just a little too much. Thinking of things that I shouldn't be thinking of. I don't really, I don't know what I'm saying. I've just got one thing in mind and I'm missing that person a lot lately. Nothing's taking my mind off it, I don't even want to think about it but that's just how it is. I miss you, I really really really do, I'm sorry that you hate me so much but I can't help it that I can't find it in my heart to hate you back. I just can't. Hate is such a strong feeling and so is love, having to go completely the opposite is quite hard, indeed it is. Enough with all that bullshit, I'm tired of reminiscing. Not that I wanted to but these things just happen, yes especially like talking to myself LoL I just love it don't I? Anyways change of topic please. Scary Movie 3 just finished a few minutes ago and yeah Porky's Revenge or something is on. LoL seems funny though like yeah made me laugh a little. I'm so hungry right now, craving for mi goreng because of Vivian. I don't know why but yeah she just makes me crave for mi goreng. I feel so so so so so freaken hungry my gosh LoL and the Sneakers commercial was just on, I feel like chocolate. Haven't had it for so long. Okaye Porky's Revenge turns out to be a very dirty movie so I'm gonna stop watching it now. How disgusting. It's 12:19AM now, time has definitely flown by quickly because I got my net back. I'm gonna go make some mi goreng now. The End. (L) :D

Mood: Sick
Msn: Joshua Vuong, Karly Diec, Randy Tran and Vivian Lau
Music: Keyshia Cole - Falling Out


Haven't had net for three days now and just got my net back. Its because of the rain from the previous weeks that caused damage to my phone line which also effected my net. Well just found out I'm moving down maths classes which pretty much is tearing me apart right now. I really didn't want to be in that class because yeah I know for sure that the people in that class would effect my learning significantly. It's like what did I ever do that made me deserve all this? I have like this massive headache right now. I think I'm coming down with a fever because my head feels warmer than usual and my face is all red. Jeeeze I just feel so stressed out because of maths, I really really really really really didn't want to be in that class. Like first of all the teacher is crappy, second of all I know that the people in the class will effect my learning and third of all what are the chances of me beating a MAD3 mark which is a class I used to be in. This is literally driving me insane, really it is. My gosh, really what am I gonna do? Even though I did alright in science, maths is still so.. disappointing. Like being the only one in your maths class to move down is freaken embarrassing shit. - Sighs - I've been laying in bed all day today and I feel so drowsy. Well at the moment just trying to think positive. Feel so sick right now and yeah didn't eat all day. I haven't ate properly for two days now, I remember how I had the flu last year and I lost a few kilos. LoL hope I lost some weight lately because everyone's been calling me fat and stuff. Rofl anyways its great to have my net back because without it, I feel so borded and time flies by so slowly. Like I always feel sleepy around 10PM now and I usually sleep around 4-5AM, big time difference ayes? I got pins and needles. D: Must do something to keep myself active because I can't lay in bed all day, makes me feel so weak and stuff. Everyone's sick now and more than half our grade is. It's obviously got to do with the swine flu or something. Heard that our science class got to dissect a sheep's brain. How cool is that and me and Karly missed it. I always miss the good stuff in science, it's not fair. The End. (L) :D

Mood: Hungry
Msn: Appearing offline, just woke up
Music: Stevie Hoang - So Cold


Today was like alright I guess, had this teacher that looked like a bull in English lmao. Rofl kept asking her questions and she just wouldn't shut up. She's so random, she talked about the work then it somehow got to about going gym and working out and she's like "ohhh going to the gym to get a 10 pack" Rofl obviously there's no such thing as a 10 pack, only goes up to 6. Well anyways today was my last day with my semi long hair. After Pcyc I went to the hair dressers, the one up the big stairs and I chopped off my length. Omg man its so short now, its only up to my shoulders. Like the girl that was cutting my hair was doing it fine then out of no where she had to go toilet and this new apprentice took over and she full gg'd my hair far out. Like I just knew it, it was dejavu. "Reminiscing on the times we shared" lmao Bobby Tinsley - How Do You Cope, this song goes out to you my lovely hair. R.I.P. Well I'll make a time line dedicated to you, I miss you hair and you shall forever be in my heart LoL.
Well umm yeah this is my erhh time line. It's pretty obvious which one looks best. LoL life is full of regrets and having bad hair cuts is just a part of life. - Sighs - I feel as if I'm cursed or something Rofl like I've been getting such bad hair cuts recently, it's about time I got a good one. LoL but I know when it grows out, it'll look much better. Just trying to think positive tomorrow. Gosh stupid Karly said I blend in with Asian mums. When my mum saw my hair cut she covered her mouth and started to laugh at me, can full tell she was laughing at me, she couldn't hold it in. Anyways like I was watching Master Chef and I have no idea how on earth I fell asleep just like that. It was such a piss off and yeah I just woke up it's so late now. Well I'll watch the episode on the site so yeah. Last night I downloaded the new Stevie Hoang songs and now I'm so addicted to So Cold, U Turn and Change. I love the lyrics to so cold, the melody is so catchy. "I woke up one night and it hit me you were gone (you were gone). Now I'll be the first to admit that I was wrong (I was wrong) cause I never made time when I pushed your love away and it's killing me cause now it's too late. Since you been away it's got me all messed up (all messed up) cause I couldn't find another girl that I could trust (I could trust). If I had you here I'd know just what to say cause I finally realized my mistakes. If I could do it all over again, I would go back to the time we were friends, making love over and over again and I woudn't let go cause without you girl my heart is so cold (cold), my heart is so cold (cold), my heart is so cold (cold), my heart is so cold (cold, cold, cold)" all these RnB love songs are like so nice. They really do relate to reality. It's pretty sad though, sometimes when you're feeling down and you listen to a sad song, you listen to the lyrics carefully and it really makes you go teary. Those are what you call good songs. HAHAH omg that song called LoL is so Rofl. Elle oh elle smiley face. Lmao such like teeny bopper lyrics. Gonna go watch Master Chef on the site now. The End. (L) :D